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  <title>see-through fingers</title>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 03 Oct 2009 07:15:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>birthday wax</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/bday2009.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Magic number 23, oh dear.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 02 Aug 2009 20:15:53 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>every day is like sunday</title>
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  <description>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/edmund0908.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I sketched this one couple months ago back in Hungary. Dude is heavily based on John Simm&apos;s Edward Sexby in The Devil&apos;s Whore (a mighty fine mini series, thoroughly recommend).</description>
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  <category>edmund</category>
  <lj:music>Patrick Wolf - Theseus</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 01 Aug 2009 21:16:52 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/fall0908.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Took some time, re-watched Underworld - not great but Bill Nighy is always hot - Deep Blue Sea and couple of old horror movies (will recommend Just Before Dawn, genuinely scary shit) while doodling. I came to like rocks quite a bit.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 29 Jul 2009 18:43:22 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i should tell you I&apos;m disaster</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/mindovermatter0907.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&apos;nuff said.</description>
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  <category>stana</category>
  <lj:music>Jonathan Larson - I Should Tell You</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 28 Jul 2009 10:37:14 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&quot;... watercolours, or...?&quot;</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/awaitwinter0907.jpg&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <category>you have a woman&apos;s hands</category>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 21 Jul 2009 16:06:27 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>when times get tough they get tough</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/gay0907.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Again, not dead. Got my scanner fixed - damn you, Vista! - and will yet again try to update more regularly.</description>
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  <category>gay</category>
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  <lj:music>Manic Street Preachers - Your Love Alone Is Not Enough</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 23 May 2009 21:38:23 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>she&apos;s got me like nobody</title>
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  <description>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/rainbow0905.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rainbowwww.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/magic0905.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Magick.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/nowayout0905.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No way out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/fairytale0905.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fairytale (personal favourite of the bunch).</description>
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  <category>100 themes</category>
  <lj:music>Lady GaGa - Paparazzi</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 09 May 2009 18:40:45 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i don&apos;t take coffee i take tea my dear</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/stripes0905.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Still ain&apos;t dead yet. Will try to update here more often after the exam period is over.</description>
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  <category>100 themes</category>
  <category>loki</category>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 06 Apr 2009 20:18:33 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>it&apos;s not your birthday anymore</title>
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  <description>Like this isn&apos;t already a week too late, but...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/aarne_irtsa.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hyvää syntymäpäivää, niinku.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 18 Mar 2009 20:26:55 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>now this is some f*ed up shit</title>
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  <description>No artsy-fartsies today, instead you have the pleasure of finally seeing the short film, Rotta Oulussa, by yours truly. So without further ado, enjoy this piece of weird shit:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;lj-embed id=&quot;1&quot; /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 21 Jan 2009 19:09:27 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>like some kind of daydream I&apos;ll never forget</title>
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  <description>Sorry about the spam (spam, spam, sausage and spam) for people on dA, nothing new to them under the cut.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/stars_pre.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/010breatheagain.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/088pain.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/006breakaway.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/034stars.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ve required a predilection for moles and other so-called skin imperfections. On another note, yes, it&apos;s sad that the Big Dipper is the only constellation I know.&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <category>100 themes</category>
  <category>loki</category>
  <lj:music>Blue October - Overweight</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 19 Jan 2009 20:38:01 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>and although I ended up with sore lips</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/fries0901.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Retouching stuff without a mouse let alone a tablet is a biiiiiitch. That&apos;s why the rest of this dump will have to wait until I feel inclined to be arsed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/lookingup0901.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/angelsurgery0901.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/parkbench0901.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;d never received inspiration from a dream until Evans came along (the man on the right). He just popped up last week, even had a name from the very beginning which never happens in my dreams, usually non-existing characters remain anonymous. It was very epic dream btw (been having those a lot lately), full of Lovecraftian fish people and stuff.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/cuddles0901.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/tipofmy0901.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2009/shaved0901.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Possibly my favourite of the bunch. Reference &lt;a href=&quot;http://neebow-stock.deviantart.com/art/Shaved-7-8247486&quot;&gt;here.&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>The Smiths - Still Ill</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 2008 20:02:11 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>all I have to say about New Year&apos;s is</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/mie0812.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/081231.jpg&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <category>random</category>
  <category>re-animator</category>
  <lj:music>The Decemberists - Here I Dreamt I Was An Architect</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 10 Dec 2008 21:51:47 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>it makes none</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/fly0812.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/nude0812.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/poppy0812.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>The Smiths - What Difference Does It Make?</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 07 Dec 2008 21:05:48 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>cannibal fantasy</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://www.students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/nano_08_winner_large.gif&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Forgot to wave my flag about. 50,656 words, bitches.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://www.students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/herbert0812.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Re-Animator shares the spot of my favourite movie of the year with Ravenous (yes, I like obscure, unjustified and/or just bad movies). Jeffrey Combs! YOU ARE VIOLATING MY TERRITORIAL BUBBLE!</description>
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  <category>fanart</category>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 19 Nov 2008 18:59:56 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>haloo helsinki!</title>
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  <description>Zero artsy farts this time, just an announcement for my dear fellow Finns:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Eli howdy, te kaikki kauniit pääkaupunkiseudun ihmiset! Allekirjoittanut olisi tekemässä pienimuotoista ekskursiota viihtyisään polikseenne aikavälillä 14.-18.12. Törmäisin mielelläni mahdollisimman moneen, mutta sitä ennen saatte tapella siitä, kuka saa nurkkiinsa nujuamaan tämän sinisilmäisen ja sisäsiistin pölypallon. (Maksu yösijasta norjan corpukseni avuilla kuten normaali käytäntö asian sanelee.) Joka tapauksessa, kun olen kaupungissa seurastani saa nauttia Sankoin ja Joukoin, sillä tahtoisin nähdä teitä kaikkia ennen kuin helmikuussa painallan Keski-Eurooppaan. Tämä varmaan on viimeisiä tilaisuuksia siihen joten nauttikaa kun vielä voitte. :)</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 29 Oct 2008 14:05:50 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i will survive</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/hair0810.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Still alive, dudes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/gayhairdude0810.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/positive0810.jpg&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <category>sandwich</category>
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  <category>freddy</category>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 11 Sep 2008 09:46:02 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>hooked on a feeling</title>
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  <description>&lt;i&gt;When you see this, quote Douglas Adams in your journal.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/k3_pre.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At least I met mine for Finnmanga. Now, off to resuscitate my back. Aaagh.</description>
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  <category>koukussa</category>
  <lj:music>M86 - Lower Your Eyelids to Die With The Sun</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 05 Sep 2008 20:25:01 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>is that seat taken</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/peikko0809.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/sivu20808.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/sivu10808.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Randomness ensues. Lady vintage is probably my favourite of the bunch.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(A warning, this is a long ranty rant indeed and I&apos;ve been reading very clever and very English literature lately. This always makes me express some very simple things very, very pompously.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now that I&apos;m back at school I&apos;m convinced that I should just dive head first into the lovely world of television and film-making. We started this editing course where we each get a chance to shoot and cut a pretentious two-minute short film and I&apos;m too thrilled for words because a completely independent project is what I&apos;ve been aching for. Of course this means I&apos;m also scared shitless because the superior dreamlike plan I&apos;ve nurtured at my bosom is going to split its fluffy head open against the harsh and un-lubricated reality tomorrow when I actually go shoot this lovechild of mine. But I haven&apos;t been this excited about anything for a long, long while so screw the end product. Even if it sucks more than a toothless Caribbean wench, at least I get to play Frau Direktorin for a day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But I&apos;m rambling and haven&apos;t even touched the actual point, which is I&apos;m going to set comics aside for now, at least until January and Hungary. Maybe during the exchange I&apos;ll change my mind, but for now there is just no point in hitting my head against the wall like I&apos;ve been doing for the past few years. Being torn between school work and comics has made me miserable because as much as I enjoy both - and I&apos;m surprised to say this, considering I had zero interest when I got accepted, but I now really do like studying at OAMK and getting caught up in silly movie projects and stressing the hell out of things like night-shoots, my lack of skills in cinematography and post-production and and and - things being as they are, I haven&apos;t been able to do either with my all invested because the other is always looming behind my back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I know that to some people I know my decision might seem like I&apos;m throwing in the towel and that I&apos;m not a TRU ARTISTE if I yield as easily as this, but this isn&apos;t about BOOHOO I SUCK SO I DUN WANNA. After I finished high school I promised myself I&apos;d follow my own lead and not let good things pass me by just because I hesitated or couldn&apos;t recognize what I really wanted, and right now, giving my all to my studies and film is what I want to do. Drawing is still my number one companion, and if it&apos;s all I&apos;ve pegged it to be, it will allow me to stray to other paths for now. Besides, I&apos;m still going to practice and sketch as much as I can - and do Koukussa!!, since its schedule is so loose anyway - it&apos;s only the actual serious comics side I&apos;m putting on hold.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So yeah, there it is. That&apos;s all my socks paired, back to the accounts.</description>
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  <lj:music>TV on the Radio - Let the Devil In</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 01 Sep 2008 19:53:30 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>of course I like to play with you</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/moi0808.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Very off-topic, went jogging today. Really, I did, and it felt fantastic which, considering that I haven&apos;t done regular excercise since 2003, is mind-boggling in the twilight zone sense. I won&apos;t expect any other great feats from myself anytime soon, though. I wonder if I&apos;ll manage to get up in the morrow.&lt;br /&gt;But still, fantastic!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/torsota0808.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chubby! And strangely, someone that&apos;s clearly channelling Draco and/or Johan.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/chibit0808.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Surrendered to the lure of the chibi. Curses.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/steama0808.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/steamb0808.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;STEAMPUN~K!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/chair0808.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And to top it all, a lady on a chair. Thank you for looking and goodnight.&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>LE CORPS MINCE DE FRANÇOISE - BITCH OF THE BITCHES</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 28 Aug 2008 23:26:40 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>you know the sound of my key</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/tosser0808.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This might be my favourite pic of the year, if for nothing else than because the filename is &quot;tosser0808.jpg&quot;. Cheap thrills, be mine.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/goethe0808engel.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Was going to finish this all top-notch but you know me, lazy as an elderly walrus basking in the Arctic sun on a particularly breezy day and whatnot. I probably spent more time adjusting the typography than actually colouring the blasted thing. And yes, textures are a lovely thingummy to use.</description>
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  <lj:music>Windsor For The Derby - Nightingale</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 26 Aug 2008 21:57:34 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>living with these changes</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/gum0808.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s supposed to be gum.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/flag0808.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FLYYYYYY-ING THE FAAAAG~&lt;br /&gt;Damn I miss the Eurovision song contest.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/comfort0808.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Have some bawwwwl.</description>
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  <lj:music>Eagles - Hotel California</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 24 Aug 2008 12:31:08 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>high maintenance means</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/poppygoethe0808.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The sleek sleek man is Goethe (no relation to the poet). (Good) foreshortenings are for &lt;s&gt;people who know their stuff&lt;/s&gt; losers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/jooster0808.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I haven&apos;t stressed about anything more than I did while drawing Jeeves. A most daunting task, I must say. There&apos;s a reason why I don&apos;t like drawing fanart.</description>
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  <lj:music>DJ Harry - All My Life</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 21 Aug 2008 22:10:58 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>stumbling a little</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/pre_woost.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/hook08081.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/hook08082.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m trying to remember how to draw Aimo &amp; co. Aarne is a joy to chisel out!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/poppycock08082.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s a pipe, really.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/wooster0808.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What-ho! (off-topic-ish: My Wodehouse obsession is growing into rather silly proportions, I spent a good half an hour looking up antique walking canes at eBay. Maybe next month, old crumpet.)</description>
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  <category>poppycock</category>
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  <lj:music>Bon Iver - Re: Stacks</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 14 Aug 2008 20:54:13 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>day one, day one start over again</title>
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  <description>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://students.oamk.fi/~m6maje00/blog/2008/asphaleia0808.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s a spear-meets-mallet. In the off-chance I&apos;d ever have to do battle I&apos;d definitely prefer a weapon you can hack things to pieces with.</description>
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  <lj:music>Alanis Morissette - Not As We</lj:music>
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